Personally I do not advise anyone to take a large dose of psychedelics. I think a low dose of ayahuasca can be much more beneficial, combined with metta meditation or therapy. Especially NMT ayahuasca, or vaping whole rue seeds until rue-drunk and then vaping DMT if one does not have the time for oral NMT ayahuasca. There are some alkaloids that are present in whole rue seeds (but not rue extracts) which seem to produce a much more healing and magical experience at low doses of vaped DMT.

Keep some dimethylsulfoxide on hand at all times, because it can instantly turn a bad trip good, and it can reverse brain damage from an overdose of any toxic drug. I suggest taking 5 to 15 mL of DMSO every hour until one feels better, but likely only one dose is required.

Having said that all, here is the collective wisdom from the net if you are going to try a large psychedelic dose for some reason...

Chat and find lots of factsheets and combination guidance at tripsit.me/
Free tripsitting hotline at The Fireside Project as well as ICEERS.org

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The Hopkins/Griffiths protocol for psilocybin (enduring benefits), summarized by GordoTek: https://www.patreon.com/posts/28680845

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Two manuals at: zendoproject.org/education/
“*The ZENDO Project Training Manual*”    especially Appendix A: “How to Work With Difficult Psychedelic Experiences” (pages 13 - 17)      
.   and
“*The Manual of Psychedelic Support*”       …. 328 pages   
“A comprehensive guide to setting up and running compassionate care services for people having difficult drug experiences at music festivals and similar events.”   
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“*How to Work with Difficult Psychedelic Experiences*”    Video    http://youtu.be/1aBjoARwlOY     
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“*A Method of Conducting Therapeutic Sessions with MDMA*”   George R. Greer, M.D. &  Requa Tolbert, M.S.N.  Journal of Psychoactive Drugs   Volume 30 (4), October – December 1998    pages 371 – 379)           10 pages
http://www.maps.org/images/pdf/1998_greer_1.pdf
Excerpt:
“As much as possible, everything done or said in preparing clients to take this compound attempted to give this message”:  
“You are consciously taking a medicine to open yourself to whatever teachings you may need at this time.  Neither you nor we know what these teachings will be or how they may occur.  We will provide a safe place for your explorations, and will be available to assist you with any difficulties;  but all you learn that is real comes from within you – not from us, or from the medicine itself.”

The first step I recommend for emotional healing is always Metta (loving kindness) meditation. That's what cured my chronic depression when nothing else would work many years ago, and that is what my friend Oliver has found most helpful for his cPTSD, despite trying many other therapies. Oliver used these videos from Ajahn Sona to guide his metta meditations. 

Peter Levine's instructions on Healing Trauma with somatic release are also key.

In general I do not think people should outsource their own power to someone else, but in extreme cases it may be indicated. In those cases, you want to find someone who is 100% legit.

I am very happy to be able to finally recommend someone that I think can be really helpful for anyone struggling with very deep emotional problems that they have had no luck working with. I am not getting paid to recommend them.

Based on talking to J's clients (some of whom are my friends), and based on knowing J somewhat for a few years, I can say I am pretty sure this will be worthwhile. His partner also works with him, as a next level of help after you establish the groundwork with J.

The word shaman is thrown around loosely, so I personally prefer to call them "multidimensional therapists" rather than shamans, but it is up to you. What they do is not just some talk therapy but it is more like a Vulcan mindmeld, where they go deep into your emotional basement and throw out the junk with you.

This is an in-person experience, so you'd have to pay Shaman J to come and visit you or else come to them (but still it is a paid service, they have kids to feed). It is a one-time thing, not like you need to have sessions all the time as with a regular therapist.

You can e-mail Shaman J at ShamanJ@proton.me (no, he's not me, even though both of us have the same first initial). Ideally you would send from a free protonmail.com account so that the emails will be end-to-end encrypted.

Ask him to send you the video testimonials he is gathering. Soon he will post a bunch of them publicly at my urging, as he has been keeping to just direct word of mouth for a while.

Oh and he also does sessions for Olympic athletes who are looking to find what part of their body needs to be focused on to optimize their entire performance.
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Physical illnesses could also be helped since many of them have emotional components.

Who can J & his partner not help? If you are not 100% serious about getting better, then do not contact J. If you are just playing games still, you are not ready.

Also, keep in mind that once you gain a peaceful happy state of mind after this session, you should strive to maintain that state, not to disrupt it. A friend of mine made the mistake of tripping on LSD & cannabis a week after his session and it reversed some of the gains he made with Shaman J, though only for a week or so. 

I have finally been persuaded to write and publish a book containing the essentials on how to end rebirth and what nibbana (nirvana) really is. You can download it here.

It is given free of charge, in line with the Buddha's teaching. This is actually difficult because Amazon's minimum ebook price is 99 cents. So, I had to first publish it on Google Play, then get friends to tell Amazon it was cheaper somewhere else, before Amazon would reduce the price to zero.

Anyway, I am pretty sure very few people will like this book, but anyone is welcome to leave their comments on it either on the Amazon or Google reviews or here. As a semi-joke marketing strategy, I am asking people to rate it 1 star, but your review should be honest. I just think it might attract some attention if it is the only book with a 100% 1 star rating.

I will continue to update this book silently on my google drive. I do not know how easy it will be to upload updated versions to Amazon and Google, but the google drive link should always be current. 

I've been extracting DMT for over a decade.
A lot of people have never had real pure DMT. In fact, even on the dmt-nexus forum, most people there do not even seem to know the difference between pure DMT and DMT mixed with NMT and other tryptamines.
Part of the reason for this ignorance is that for many years, until a few years ago, pretty much whatever Mimosa hostilis/tenuiflora bark you bought would contain some fairly pure DMT (high 90s percentage-wise and felt basically like synthetic DMT). However, starting maybe 3 years ago, I've noticed it is very hard to find Mimosa hostilis root bark (MHRB) with that same pure alkaloid profile. I was finding a lot of interesting and novel tryptamines, and had some of them verified by LCMS. Sometimes, the bark had no DMT at all from what I could tell, but usually it was something like 20-60% DMT.
Now, how can you tell whether you have pure DMT if you don't have a lab to test it? Some people would say Thin Layer Chromatography, but let me tell you, that is not very quantitative and the results are pretty variable with it in my experience.
But luckily there are some pretty simple ways.

1. Smell it. DMT has a very distinctive floral smell which is really lovely. Some say it smells like roses. That's not exactly descriptive because different roses have very different smells and most roses these days that you buy from the market have almost no smell. (The smell of real wild roses is absolutely amazing.) Other tryptamines that I've found in Mimosa hostilis did not have that smell at all, and either smelled like nothing, or had a fairly neutral smell or sometimes an unpleasant smell. There was one tryptamine in Acacia confusa which I nicknamed "metta" because it was an amazing heart-chakra opener like MDMA but more psychedelic (if you search for Metta NMT discovery on google you'll find about it), and that did have a really lovely smell of jasmine, but it wasn't the same smell as DMT.
   
2. Vape it. Pure DMT has a heavy body load, is harsh on the lungs and throat compared to the other tryptamines I found, and most importantly, it quiets all thoughts. Thoughts gone. It blasts open your third eye and crown chakra and dissolves your ego with a fearful force. If instead of that you feel that you are ruminating or that there is a lovely vibe to it, that's likely NMT that you are feeling. NMT does not do much unless you pre-dose harmalas, so you might not notice NMT effects that much if not using harmalas. Btw, DMT is a waste of time without harmalas, though you'll certainly feel it. There's a reason that DMT is traditionally considered to be the "light" to see the "teaching" which the harmalas provide.
   
3. Crystalline structure. This one is not as reliable because tryptamines can form different crystalline structures, but pure DMT often has a kind of snowflake fluffy appearance, while other tryptamines that come out will often have a hard blob appearance or a needle-like cluster form.
   

As the pace of technocratic control has hastened dramatically as of late, the hoax that we call civilization has become more and more apparent as nothing but a giant control mechanism created by psychopaths. I set up a site to explain this at www.civilization-hoax.com.

I am currently looking to get out of the technocratic control grid within a month or so, if it is even possible by then. Meanwhile I hope to train a friend to run this while the running's good. 

My suggestion to everyone is to get serious about realizing you don't exist before your mind is no longer at all under your control. Wim Hof breathwork combined with meditation on Dependent Origination is paramount. Also, please check out youtube videos by Sergei Boutenko so you can learn which plants are edible in case of food supply issues. 

​www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcUAG6t5aN8

Watch this: 
​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3rl5O_92Co

And read this from Quora:
Jay Jennifer Matthews, Spiritual Ponderer (2000-present)

This trick is the Rosetta Stone of psychological tricks.
It’s really the skeleton key.
If you saw the movie Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood, you’ve seen it in action.
In Beautiful Day, the beloved children’s educator Fred Rogers is interviewed by a cynical reporter.
During an innocent chat about his life and work, the reporter observed, “It must have been hard for your kids to have had you as a father.”
Fred Rogers was a wonderful father who zealously guarded his work/life balance before the idea was popular.
The reporter’s fake-curious accusation was a journalistic fishing expedition - a lame attempt to get a rise out of the unstintingly compassionate Fred.
Mr. Rogers paused for a very long time.
Then, he thanked the reporter for his thoughtful observation.
He told him it was so very kind of him to acknowledge the challenges of parenting.

No one can hurt your feelings without your consent, as Epictetus said.
No one can make you angry, disappointed, intimidated, or jealous.
Substitute any reactive emotion.
Whatever it is, no one can afflict you with it without your consent.
You can choose to see things differently - this trick is called reframing.
It’s the only one you’ll ever need.
Mr. Rogers wasn’t using reverse-psychology or pretending to see something that wasn’t there.
He dug deep, looked deeply, and found some insight in the reporter’s question.
Rather than reacting to the reporter’s hostility, he ignored it and focused on the particle of compassion he saw in his heart.
The people we interact with become how we treat them, more than we’d like to admit.